Last night Alexander complained of an upset stomach. He came to my room twice saying he didn't feel well. I had him check his sugar, which was high, and correct accordingly. This morning he was still not feeling well. A urine test revealed that he had significant ketones in his urine. (A potentially life-threatening condition for a diabetic.)
My son had to go to the hospital today. This weekend he had been upset, once again, over the church situation. He is angry. I think he is disgusted with Christians and disgusted with me for not having more of a backbone. I know this is reflected in the way he has completely given up on taking care of himself. I think he is depressed/despondent. I don't know what to do.
I also feel despondent today. I didn't have a church to call.... no youth pastor to come visit my son... no prayer chain to pray for him.... no meal ministry to offer to help us.... all because I committed the unpardonable sin of divorce. How I wish I could go back into time and change a series of events that have left us churchless and my son broken-hearted.
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