Isaiah is with his grandpa and "tio" today. I felt that it would be good for him to escape the chaos for a few days.
Alex and Ken had another altercation today. It was really bad. I kept wondering if this is God's way of telling me that Judy is right about leaving. This time my son didn't cower in the corner. Alex looks up at his step father, looks him right in the eye, and says, "I didn't do anything. I'm not the one that puked all over the place. You're angry at Beau. Go yell at him." (Beau had vomited all over the place earlier, failed to tell anyone, and Ken stepped in it on his way down the hall.) He wasn't yelling at Ken. He was very calm and simply spoke the truth.
My prayer is that this situation will get resolved so Ken and I can live together in a way that isn't poisonous to our children. The therapist says we "trigger" each other. I know and believe God can work miracles. I am praying for a miracle and at the same time am feeling really sad about what may be my future.
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